Alrighty now. Our latest installment over at the Sandbox Writing Challenge we were asked the question…..
I actually had something written out, but then the latest shootings happened…as I Soul Strolled this morning I decided to do this……
I hadn’t planned in doing the video when I ventured out on my mornings Soul Stroll..which is kinda obvious as I had no idea what I was really going to say…I just sort of rolled with it and hope it kinda makes some sort of sense?!?!?! I had to cut it short as it takes forever to download to YouTube………so, as I was saying……..
There’s lots I don’t understand..Hate being one to them….as I referenced in the video, I can feel disdain, dislike…but hate…that just sucks to much energy and light from Spirit. Even disdain and dislike..when I do feel it, I try very hard to let it go real quickly…..life’s to short to waste it on such feelings………..and, as I referenced in the video, I was molested by my stepfather. I have dealt with it throughout this Sandbox Challenge, in a very positive way…..so much so that I did a Google search for him….and found him. I wasn’t sure how or what I would feel when I saw his face after 43+ years…..but truth be told, when I did see that face, there was no hate, there was no anger, there was no fear…….I looked at that face and what I saw was an old man…one that couldn’t hurt me anymore….what I did feel was empowered, because he didn’t win. He may have stolen my innocence, but I turned out to be stronger then I ever thought………In place of hate, I’d forgiven……..
It’s easier to hate….but all that hate does is diminish your life and takes away your inner light and spark………I choose Love. I choose acceptance. I choose forgiveness🙏
Hate I just don’t understand
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